Post by "Scarecrow" Jason Myst on Jan 4, 2011 22:02:25 GMT -5
The scene comes in on me walking down the street with my hands shoved into my coat pockets. I continue to walk the street staring down at the concrete allowing all of the images flash inside of my head. I kick a can out of my way as I continue to think about everything that has happened all so fast this past week, with me joining up with RW-REW and the break up. I thought that I would just get over that one entirely but oh well its not like anyone ever noticed it, minding my own business.
I walk by an alley out in the middle of New York granted it has changed for sometime, this is where I grew up anyways. I am wanted in pretty much every state out here in this god forbidding world. I was a freak for so long that I even began to believe that is what I was deemed to be for all eternity. Jason Kuu is dead and so is The Army of Darkness, but I think that everyone figured I was living in Dreamkiller's shadow. That wasn't the case not in my eyes, its just I got tired of all the same ole shit!
I barely glance over my shoulder to see if I was being followed, no I wasn't being followed or so I thought. Still with my hands placed firmly in my pockets, I hear a small cry come from behind me still not flinching I continue to walk not really letting anything bother me or get into my subconscious. I then hear a distinct and very familiar voice come from over my shoulder.[/size][/b][/i]
Familiar Voice:Well if it isn't the being that walked out on me. Do you think that you deserve anyone better than me? Do you honestly believe that anyone would even bother with you besides me?[/b][/size][/i]
I stop dead in my tracks gritting my teeth and turn on my heels. My head is still dropped down staring at the concrete as I hear this voice ring out in my head along with the words that was coming from her mouth. I lift my head with my eyes closed deep into my meditation, as soon as I open up my mouth nothing but anger and hatred came from my words.[/b][/size][/i]
Me:You think that you are so clever don't you? I know that I will never find anyone quite unique like you but its not going to hurt me to try. I have been living in everyone's shadows and it has really gotten to me. I am tired of every fucking thing that you and Dream think that I can't accomplish. I have been here longer than you so don't try to lay the guilt trip upon me, don't think that you can manipulate me so easily either. I do care about you even if that pains me to say, you are unique as I am. I am not gonna come crawling back to you Nikki.[/size][/color]
I turn back around and start to head off on down the road, trying to lose her. I get called out once again, still trying not to have this talk with her. That is easier said then done to be quite honest. As soon as I turn my head up to look where I am going I see her right in front of me.[/b][/size][/i]
Nikki: Where the hell do you think you are going? Its not like you can run from this you coward. Why don't you stay and let us get this over with.[/b][/i][/size]
I grit my teeth once again my body still filling with rage. It doesn't take a lot for me to get this angry unless you really know how to push my buttons and its safe to say that she does.[/b][/size][/i]
Me: You really want to do this right out here in the middle of the streets. Fine so be it! First off I am not running from you, I am simply walking the fuck away from you before I get so mad that I rip you beating heart out of your chest. Second off you have no fucking room to talk, you have always been like this ever since you have been alive. At least you were alive and you were loved, me on the other hand not so much I have been in and out of all different types of orphanages all of my lives.
Not to mention at least you had a home, I have a sister granted but she didn't even knew that I existed. All of them years ago my mother decided not to tell her, that I have been killed or so she thought. I am dead on the inside, the only family I have ever had was the guy that I have been living in his shadow with. Now! I actually think that I have found the friends that I have been looking for or more less the guys that are going to stick by me in the long run. Now if you will fucking excuse me, I am done with this shit!. So fucking move or die, Nikki I am not playing with you.[/b][/size][/i]
I walk right up to Nikki, trying to get past her. She pushes her body against mine as she stares deep into my crimson lonesome eyes. She just then realizes that she had been blessed with all of this and the only thing that he had was himself. Pushing past her I continued to walk out into the night trying to drop everything in my mind. From the anger to all of the loneliness that makes me human. That's when I hear it again in the back of my skull the words"YOU ARE TRAPPED!" The words continue to replay themselves in my head as the scene begins to fade.
FADE TO BLACK...
TO BE CONTINUED...[/b][/size][/i]
I walk by an alley out in the middle of New York granted it has changed for sometime, this is where I grew up anyways. I am wanted in pretty much every state out here in this god forbidding world. I was a freak for so long that I even began to believe that is what I was deemed to be for all eternity. Jason Kuu is dead and so is The Army of Darkness, but I think that everyone figured I was living in Dreamkiller's shadow. That wasn't the case not in my eyes, its just I got tired of all the same ole shit!
I barely glance over my shoulder to see if I was being followed, no I wasn't being followed or so I thought. Still with my hands placed firmly in my pockets, I hear a small cry come from behind me still not flinching I continue to walk not really letting anything bother me or get into my subconscious. I then hear a distinct and very familiar voice come from over my shoulder.[/size][/b][/i]
Familiar Voice:Well if it isn't the being that walked out on me. Do you think that you deserve anyone better than me? Do you honestly believe that anyone would even bother with you besides me?[/b][/size][/i]
I stop dead in my tracks gritting my teeth and turn on my heels. My head is still dropped down staring at the concrete as I hear this voice ring out in my head along with the words that was coming from her mouth. I lift my head with my eyes closed deep into my meditation, as soon as I open up my mouth nothing but anger and hatred came from my words.[/b][/size][/i]
Me:You think that you are so clever don't you? I know that I will never find anyone quite unique like you but its not going to hurt me to try. I have been living in everyone's shadows and it has really gotten to me. I am tired of every fucking thing that you and Dream think that I can't accomplish. I have been here longer than you so don't try to lay the guilt trip upon me, don't think that you can manipulate me so easily either. I do care about you even if that pains me to say, you are unique as I am. I am not gonna come crawling back to you Nikki.[/size][/color]
I turn back around and start to head off on down the road, trying to lose her. I get called out once again, still trying not to have this talk with her. That is easier said then done to be quite honest. As soon as I turn my head up to look where I am going I see her right in front of me.[/b][/size][/i]
Nikki: Where the hell do you think you are going? Its not like you can run from this you coward. Why don't you stay and let us get this over with.[/b][/i][/size]
I grit my teeth once again my body still filling with rage. It doesn't take a lot for me to get this angry unless you really know how to push my buttons and its safe to say that she does.[/b][/size][/i]
Me: You really want to do this right out here in the middle of the streets. Fine so be it! First off I am not running from you, I am simply walking the fuck away from you before I get so mad that I rip you beating heart out of your chest. Second off you have no fucking room to talk, you have always been like this ever since you have been alive. At least you were alive and you were loved, me on the other hand not so much I have been in and out of all different types of orphanages all of my lives.
Not to mention at least you had a home, I have a sister granted but she didn't even knew that I existed. All of them years ago my mother decided not to tell her, that I have been killed or so she thought. I am dead on the inside, the only family I have ever had was the guy that I have been living in his shadow with. Now! I actually think that I have found the friends that I have been looking for or more less the guys that are going to stick by me in the long run. Now if you will fucking excuse me, I am done with this shit!. So fucking move or die, Nikki I am not playing with you.[/b][/size][/i]
I walk right up to Nikki, trying to get past her. She pushes her body against mine as she stares deep into my crimson lonesome eyes. She just then realizes that she had been blessed with all of this and the only thing that he had was himself. Pushing past her I continued to walk out into the night trying to drop everything in my mind. From the anger to all of the loneliness that makes me human. That's when I hear it again in the back of my skull the words"YOU ARE TRAPPED!" The words continue to replay themselves in my head as the scene begins to fade.
FADE TO BLACK...
TO BE CONTINUED...[/b][/size][/i]
